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It was not a game, it was not out of revenge, it was not even started by me. I was warned about it but I still trusted who I shouldn't have trusted. It was out of loss and hurt and I won't say sorry 'cause it never mattered when I did but I will admit to what I did and that I was a horrible person and I hated myself and worked hard to fix me and my life. It was something so stupid and gross and I will regret it for the rest of my life and I realised over time how naive I was; and the worst thing is I turned into you- I betrayed the ones I care about only because I was feeling a certain way. I forgot about what I believe in and who I am and I will always regret it.