I am, indeed, a king, because I know how to rule myself.

Friday, November 21, 2014


This is so inspiring, it just makes you love life
OMG

Who I need is someone that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. 
" Si eu ii dau viata si caldura, iar ea imi da un motiv sa traiesc "

                                                                        ( Paulo Coelho- Alchimistul )
You have love in places I can't even describe 
Vreau sa fiu egoista si fericita si sa ma bucur ca acei ochi superbi se uita doar la mine in felul acela si ma examineaza din cap pana in picioare, ca apoi buzele sa se miste si sa spuna "esti cea mai frumoasa fata". Iti multumesc atat de mult pentru ca esti aici, pentru ca imi deschizi ochii si ma completezi; stiu ca am mai spus despre diferite persoane din trecut ca ma inteleg, ca avem lucruri in comun....insa la tine e altfel, e mult mai mult- mult mai bine, tu esti eu. Suntem exact la fel si am stiut asta cu ani in urma asa cum o stiu si acum.
I'm with the love of my life, there's nothing better than this <V

Thursday, November 20, 2014

"I cant wait until I can roll over at 2 a.m. to find your lips instead of a text"
" My life is 50% wondering if it’s too late to drink coffee and 50% wondering if it’s too early to drink alcohol "

Sunday, November 16, 2014

omg she builds her own fucking fairytale

01:50-02:30

Monday, November 10, 2014

" Tu imi spuneai ca vrei sa ne despartim iar eu te strangeam mai tare de mana. "

Now we got bad blood so take a look at what you've done. Now we got problems and I don't think we can solve them, you made a really deep cut. Did you have to do this? I was thinking that you could be trusted. Did you think we'd be fine? Still got scars on my back from your knife so don't think it's in the past. These kind of wounds, they last and last.
Now did you think it all through? All these things will catch up to you and time can heal but this won't so if your coming my way, just don't.
You say sorry just for show. 
" He's so tall and handsome as hell
He's so bad but he does it so well
And when we had our very first kiss
My last request is: say you'll remember me "

6 years and I won't give up now.


A

I miss you too much to be mad anymore
Screaming, crying, perfect storms
I could make all the tables turn
Rose garden filled with thorns
Keep you second guessing like 

" Oh my god, who is she? I get drunk on jealousy "
But you'll come back each time you leave
Cause darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream



So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game



Thursday, November 6, 2014

 *Cand ne certam, te strang mai tare in brate*
" My pain was never beautiful or poetic. It was answering the phone mid breakdown and laughing like I was fine. "
" Sunt atat de rea iar tu esti atat de dragut si asta ma face sa fiu si mai trista. "

A

I craved for you, for your friendship, for "us". I'm craving for you since summer. You just didn't care. You thought I was ok but right now, you barely know anything about me. It's so damn hard because I want you to know everything, like you used to. I have kind-of-friends but none of them means to me what you mean. I feel like I've lost my sister or a part of me. I cry everyday because of this; my boyfriend knows it, everybody knows it, everybody knows how much I need you. I'm so fucking scared. Today I've watched you cry and I cried after because I've wanted to help you so bad but you treated me like a stranger, you put someone else first. I've cried too, you know, two weeks ago and you asked me if I was crying because of my parents but when you asked me if I was crying because of you I've only started to cry harder. Are you too blind to notice how much I miss you? I MISS YOU. The real you. The one I've always wanted to be there for, my jealous best friend, the one I thought will always be there for me. Two weeks ago when I was crying, you asked me 2 questions, then you went out of the classroom to see your boyfriend. You left me there. Crying. Today when I saw you crying I wanted to hug you -like I used to do everytime you cried before- but then I remembered how you treated me when the world came crushing down on me. No *bear-hug* from you. No nothing. If you would've been interested in me, you would've known that I miss you too much and I cry too much because of you and I'm not ok either. You always care about anybody else but me and that's kind of fucked up because you used to tell me that I'm the one that comes first.